yeah, this is very different. i won’t deny it’s new territory for sure. and yet there is no drama, jealousy, anger or pain - because there is no selfishness. priorities & expectations are in check. and the space that breathes there is pure joy.
“fear, you look so pretty, i remember you. but i’m just over it. you’ll have to find someone else to torture.”
do i have to worry about what you did last night? nope, i trust you. do i have to obsess that you won’t return after today? nope, whether you return or not, it’s just a succession of love.
the limits of our endurance will be tested. but in that testing process, the quality of our conviction becomes known.